crosses

don't you know that i'll be around to guide you
through your weakest moments to leave them behind you
returning nightmares only shadows
we'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
crosses all over, heavy on your shoulders
the sirens inside you waiting to step forward
disturbing silence darkens your sight
we'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
crosses all over the boulevard
the streets outside your window overflooded
people staring they know you've been broken
repeatedly reminded by the looks on their faces
ignore them tonight and you'll be alright
we'll cast some light and you'll be alright

.

i came home, and i cried. i cried for ali. and her family. and for everything that i couldn't say the past four days. i cried for my own family and loved ones. thinking about them being in that situation. i just cried until i couldn't anymore.

deep. breaths.