Patiently waiting

I need to stop trying. I'm trying and I'm not finding it. Actively searching for it doesn't seem to be helping. And Ryan's right, I'm feeling it at the tip of my fingers, but it's still out of my grasp. And that's frustrating. For the first time in a month, my mind is once again at ease. And I think that helps. Slowing down, taking my time, and not trying so goddamn hard. It's there, I just have to take my time getting to it.